Honestly, what is there to say about this? And when I say "this" I mean Ray shooting himself in the head. I can't work or think, I'm sleeping and watching TV, Lynn's sleeping and watching TV. Christine stayed over the last few nights and was sleeping or watching TV. I'm just livid about this. Really? Shooting yourself? You fucking asshole.
This is just bullshit. Because it's a joy to be alive. IT'S A FUCKING JOY TO BE ALIVE, YOU STUPID FUCKING DICK!